AN ENIGMATIC AND POIGNANT JOURNEY AROUND MY AGEING AND EVOLVING MOTHER! PART 40
And so it is that, although some of my dear mother's 'delusional' perceptions and experiences, are a result of thoughts and experiences which are based in the 'fact' of our 'shared reality and world view.' I have now moved on, and either no longer believe in some of them or is refusing to do so and become dismissive of them. Something which, were I to spend just a little time to ponder, might, indeed, be a source of consternation, disappointment and even bewilderment to my dear mother. After all, I can still remember how, when I used to believe in 'God', and was being tortured by my super-ego and the fear of 'hell and heaven', which had been socialised into me by religious dogma. How I used to worry about my 'going to 'Heaven', while people I love, family members, seemed more set than I believed I was, to be 'going to 'Hell.' I mean, what is a powerless human being tormented by such thou