AN ENIGMATIC AND POIGNANT JOURNEY AROUND MY AGEING AND EVOLVING MOTHER! PART 41.










And even if one could, if I had been so bestowed, how could any human punishment be comparable to an unfortunate soul being wrenched from among those who love him/her. 

And be consigned to being burnt in 'Hell' for infinity?

But in time, I came to realise that the 'concept of the family', will not survive ones death. Nobody shares a pre-existing relationship after they die. Whatever the nature of the relationship, it dies with us.

I would also evolve in my thinking and understanding of things, to the point where I  no longer believe in the existence of 'Heaven and Hell', at least, in their 'Biblical or religious' formulation.




And so it is that, when my dear mother hears me or someone saying I do not believe in 'God', she might, understandably, feel concerned about my being. 

And, if I hear her say, she has seen such and such a person, such as one of her now dead sons or sibling in her room. 

Though I might be sceptical, disbelieving, as it no longer matches my current reality. For my mother, it is real. 

Very real, as she is now, and not uniquely, at that stage of her comparatively very long life. 

To be continued!







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