AN ENIGMATIC AND POIGNANT JOURNEY AROUND MY AGEING AND EVOLVING MOTHER! PART 80.

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But which has clearly startled, frightened and tormented her. Depriving her of the peace of mind which she needs to indulge in an already elusive and difficult to achieve sleep. 

The time when she might be expected to have a break from her divided mind or soul being tormented by conscious thoughts. which have for too often and for too long become too much of her daily routine. 

And, even as I conjure up and examine their words, these thoughts, do I become mindful of the fact that, with my dear mother  relentlessly  moving towards the thin line.  


Which separates, for those of us who are beset with frail bodies and minds, the world of 'dream state' and 'the state of the others' in which the majority of us inhabits. 

That, trying to sleep during the night, even when she is able to achieve it, is probably just as tormenting and anxiety provoking, if not more so, than her having to confront and live with her 'demons' during the day. 

This being so as the darkness and the 'aloneness' heightens her feelings of vulnerability. 

 To be continued!





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